I'm standing here, where we first met,
and I'm wondering
if there's anything left of what started here.

so what do you do when the
one person who was always supposed
to be there never really was in the first place

never give up. not 'cause you still have tomorrow to try--but because you may not have a tomorrow to try.

when he walks by, i smile like i don't care.
but in my heart i'm screaming 'life's not fair'

why is it that when you miss somebody so much
that your heart is ready to disintegrate,
you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?

and i dont trust you
cause everytime you're here
your intentions are unclear
i spend every hour waiting for a phonecall
that i know will never come
i used to think you were the one
now im sick of thinking anything at all

so you know what makes letting go of a crush so hard?
the fear that the moment you let go, they'll catch on.

your smile, makes me smile

after so long, a girl begins to wonder.
If she's doing something wrong
that pushes him away

You may think of me as just another girl
in the crowd of many, but I just want you to know
that I'm the one girl in that crowd that took a single look
at you and fell harder than I've ever fallen in my whole life.

my fingers are crossed
while i promise the world to you

love is the most beautiful of dreams
and the worst of nightmares

because quite frankly i`m sick of falling madly in love and spending
twenty-four hours a day thinking about them and crying with misery
when they don't call. I'm sick of being the kind of girl who when
they say jump, asks how high. I'm sick of always being the
one to fall in love and get hurt. And maybe this is how it should be,
getting on with my life and not putting all my energies into a relationship.

Whenever you look into my eyes;;
my heart melts & i do a little
scream inside.

you take away the hurt, when everything is broken

Are we getting closer or are
we just getting more lost?

take no one for granted
Because the truth is,
No one waits forever

how does it feel to know
you're everything i need.
the butterflies in my stomach,
they could bring me to my knees

stop falling..
you have enough bruises on
that poor heart of yours.

&& when u fall for her...tell her<3

tell me what youre looking for
now i see the truth in your eyes
this time it will be forever
ill trust you if youll just trust me
if this isnt what you wanted, then tell me what is

& they were just mistakes we knew we were making

&& we`ll rip,
our tear drenched,
photographs apart.

&& perhaps all i ever did
was give the best of my heart
to the boys who never really cared

cause' i've been keeping my pockets warm for too long.
and i wanna hold someones hand to whom i belong.
to think about when i hear a love song
hang up the phone and say i love you.
stay up all night thinking about you..

&& if all else fails, you can close your eyes
&& i'll be right beside you
i'll be the one by your side

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart

i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand <3

why is it that.. the one you want
isnt always the one that you need?

Whisper in my heart that you love me too. its a secret wish that I want from you

.bleh.

.i gotta update soon.

.sometime within a week of this entry.

.for shiz.

<3

update soon

<3

teenage sluts aren't born, they're made.
- Dawson's Creek .

she thinks if she calls him it shows
weakness so the hurt goes on with
every tear she`s cried..aint it sad to
see a good love fall to pieces?

people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you, save you, &
break you--but thats not what makes you

The second chance means nothing
if nothing was learned from the first one.

we're  given  two  legs to walk, two  hands  to hold,  two ears  to listen, two eyes to see, but why only one heart? because the other one . . was given to someone else for us to find!

Every breath of gossip is followed by a consequence

i wasted another penny in the fountain, another shooting star, another birthday candle
on you

let's go down to the beach ; bring your stereo
and your favorite CD. we'll bring our guitars,
sit on top of our cars. and sing the night away <3

They always say, "In the end they really don't matter...," but what about in the begining?

She's so glamerous
She'd cut her wrist with diamonds
&& Hang herself with pearls

You may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it...but I'm special. You're gonna meet a lot of girls throughout your life...and a lot of them will be special to you. But I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me.

It's amazing, because when you're a kid, you
see the life you want and it never crosses your
mind that it isn't gonna turn out that way.
*Love & Basketball*

you know when your best friends when no matter how much you fight & know matter how mad you are, you cant help but laugh at them anyway & no matter how much you try its not possible to live even a single day without having them there at the end of the day to tell about it

no matter how ugly you think you are
or how everyone else around you has
it better than you; there's always going to be one special guy
that loves you because you're not like everyone else

Let's say I get bucked off a bull & fall & hit my head.
& then I get amnesia & forget the things you said.
I lose my better judgement & I take up smoking crack
Right then, that's when I'll take you back.
-» I'll Take You Back`Brad Paisley

How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?

Never Argue With A Fool.
Someone Watching May Not
Be Able To Tell The Difference.

kids in the backseat cause accidents.
accidents in the backseat cause kids.

They misunderestimated me!
-George W. Bush

You're slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through peanut butter

we reach our hands out everyday for some one to shake them, but what i'm looking for is some one to take them

I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn't know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn't know I could miss you this much.

and you knew I was having a bad day. you knew. so you stopped me in the hall and asked me how my day was. it's little things like that.

no matter what stands between us we'll have love && that has no boundaries

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True friends not only protect you from others when something goes bad, but from yourself when you try to take blame.

Have you ever danced in the rain

Or just thanked the sun for shining?

Sometimes I do silly things like bang into walls or have some serious blonde moments, but deep down inside, I’m just a regular girl that’s looking for a real love.

Every girl is jealous of someone. So next time you’re looking at someone thinking, “god I wish I was that pretty,” remember someone is thinking that about you.

“Never drink diet soda. It shows you have no nerve. Only drink real colas, caffeine-packed energy drinks, or Vitamin Water. Hate champagne, because that's what everyone expects you to love. Energy drinks are the best party drinks. You never get tired. You never have a hangover. And you can make fun of all the loaded people who think they're clever but are really acting stupid." -- Paris Hilton

 so dont tell me the sky's the limit       <3
when there are footprints on the moon

when your married and have kids
and your little girl asks who your
first true love was ;
i hope you say my name.

Eric: How did you find me?
Cory: You live here.
Eric: Not anymore. I’ve entered the witness protection program.
Cory: You didn’t witness any crime!
Eric: I hit my own father and I saw the whole thing!
-- Boy Meets World

Everyone asks me why I still like you. I kind of just smirk and say, “He’s the first boy that took my breath away.”

First, we'll make snow angels for two hours, then we'll go ice skating, then we'll eat a whole roll of Tollhouse cookie dough as fast as we can, and then we'll snuggle. – Elf

Let's start over. Let's forget our problems. Let's put our past behind us and never bring it up again. Like they say, we can't live or love in the past. Let's throw all our problems away. I’ll give you my trust if you give me yours. Let's fall in love, the right way.

Anytime you mix alcohol & good-looking people,
bad things happen. *Real World ;; New Orleans *

Our lives can change with every breath we take.
* Where the Heart Is *

i had never in my whole life thought that i would
fall in love in 4th grade & be in 10th grade
and be in love with that same little boy with that smile

"hey if you think eating carpet lint was fun,
wait ` till you fall in love."  - CHUCKiE FiNSTER

so tell me what you want
cause I would give you anything

If you loved her
i'd break her face
just as easily as
you broke my heart

What do we live for, if it is not to make life
less difficult for each other?
* George Elliot *

I don't care how green the
grass is on the other side...if
you're not there I'm staying
right here where i belong---
          w i t h     y o u .

Every penny in a well,
Every broken wish bone,
Every 11:11,
Every crossed finger,
Every turn of a necklace pendant,
Every star in the sky,
Every fallen eyelash,
Every blown out candle..
Evey wish I could ever make, will never give me you.

50% of the world is without food and shelter
.. and you wanna tell me you have problems?

2005 was so 48 hours ago.

Someone should sue Disney for putting the
idea into every little kids head that every
girl has a Prince Charming and everything
ends up happily ever after.

Popularity isn't if you have the right clothes or hang with the right people its whos the nicest to everybody.

iF Y0U D0N't ACT LiKE S0AP
0PERA GUYS, D0N't EXPECt US T0
DRESS LiKE ViCt0RiA'S SECREt M0DELS!

don't even imagine those popular girls hurting you
they hate themselves, you might as well hate them for it too.

your friends & family will always have your back
they love you and care about you so don't doubt them
because you need them just a little more than you think.

i guess the prefect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in the world ; but chooses to be with her. because life is better with her by his side. - The Perfect Man

we rock with the big sun glasses
& ripped jeans with polo shirts.
that go along with our "whatever" attitudes.

Someone asked me,
" why do you like him so much? "
but before i could even reply my
best friend put her hand over my mouth,
and said "don't even get her started".<3

take nothing but PHOTOS
leave nothing but FOOTSTEPS
&& kill nothing but time